is it acceptance
or forgiveness
i’m asking more of you
these
days i find myself
digging deeper and deeper graves
it’s easy to lose my way with this
fucked up foggy head full of chemicals

when all i ever wanted
was to be adored
and lifted up

i’m sick
and getting sicker
oh my doctors
they don’t understand
the records of my afflictions in their hands

they say take this drug so you can make fake love and you’ll be lifted up
take this drug so you can make fake love and you’ll be lifted up

let’s take this drug so we can make fake love and we’ll be lifted up

all i ever wanted was to be adored

and lifted up.